I was once told I am too picky when it comes to dating, but in so far as it goes, the heart wants what it wants (ahem, Woody Allen said this waaaay before Selena Gomez ever crooned those words, but I digress). Being somewhat sensitive and a bit of a recluse, trust doesn’t come easily to me, so those I let in have to be cool, kind, down to earth, layered folks.
In regards to that, on the Kinsey scale, I am what’s called bi-sexual heteroromantic. This means I prefer relationships with men, but find I am sexually attracted to women. This is partially why most of the women in my VR porn vids are bisexual. I want them to be ladies who are open sexually and may give a fling with a chick a whirl, circumstances presented.
Sultry, Sexy Baby – Chasing the White Whale
The women who reel me in are of the Catherine Zeta-Jones variety. Regal, smart, worldly wise, the kind of woman who reads both sci-fi and history biopics. Can you quote Voltaire and know what an onomatopoeia is without Googling it? Then ohhhhh, baby me likey! She would also have to have a sense of humor, be a roarin’ ho in bed but a lady in the streets.
I don’t mind a li’l high maintenance, because I get it. Yah gonna stay lookin’ good, it is gonna cost, and if she didn’t have the funds I was more than willing to fork it out.
Such a girlie became my white whale, although I dated a few women prior to the hubby, only one came close to being that kind of perfect. That woman would be the catalyst for my pursuit of CGI animation, and later, a template to bring my virtual reality fantasy to life.
Ahoy, Thar She Blows!
Some inspiration for my VR films comes from back when I was a scene girl. In those glory days, I used to prowl night clubs like the Masquerade and the Chamber, underground hot spots where the freaks hung out. Both clubs catered to the fetish, Goth, and BDSM crowd, but it was the Chamber that swung a bit more hardcore. I loved the ambiance of the place, as I preferred dark, intellectual artsy nerds dressed like the Crow, to jock types who scream “Whooooooo,” at the tops of their lungs for no apparent reason.
Also, being a tiny, offbeat Black girl in Weird Land made me stand out less than normal. Because of this, I could venture offside, people watch, and just enjoy the general flow of the weekend evenings. I was doing this when she walked in (cue sexy music).
I had to do a double take because that heffah looked just like Catherine Zeta-Jones. Just like her. I am talking had to be a clone of the woman. I recall with intimate detail what she was wearing. A dark, silk spaghetti strap top with chiffon, layered floral skirt, and high heel leather boots. She had a lucky devil of a collared pet on a leash following behind her. He was attractive, dressed in leather pants and a mesh shirt. Nice looking chap. They were a hawt, BDSM match set.
I don’t get jealous often, waste of energy, but yeah, I was jealous.
The Birth of Isabella Crawford Psychometric Counselor
Faced with the very embodiment of my soon to be VR fantasy brought to life, what the hell did I do? I froze like a bitch. After I unfroze, I followed her around the club all night long. I am surprised she didn’t call the cops. Instead, when she looked my way and found me, yet again, in her field of periphery, she winked at me.
I almost came.
And no, I didn’t grab my ovaries and cough. I never worked up the courage to even say hi. If that was her first time ever running across a bisexual, black Goth chick she probably thinks we’re all a bit strange. And mute.
My cowardice haunted me for years until the day I decided to delve into CGI animation and later, VR porn creation. In worlds of my imagining, I designed VR sex dolls of my choice in a 360-degree environment. All my ladies would be the physical embodiment of what I enjoy in femininity. Full bodies. Nice breasts, nice, plump, round asses, cushy thighs that are nice to fold into.
My foray into virtual reality smuttiness was with my white whale. Her name is Isabella Crawford, a psychometric counselor for a performance art academy that incorporates magick into its curriculum. She was introduced in erotica based Luv and Magick, my CGI animated web show, but when I decided to jump into sexy VR romps, I created an office sex scene between her and forbidden lover, Aaron, a graduating student at the School. It was liberating, exciting and above all, I finally got to capture my whale, even if it wasn’t quite the way I had envisioned.
I think the first video I’ll do for VR Porn will be with Issa and Aaron to dip my toe in the mainstream waters. Any suggestions of setting and sex position? I’m open to ideas.
Until next time, happy hunting that whale!